rawr.

Hmmm...

2009-06-09T09:40:37Z

I feel really happy tonight, and I thought I'd bring it up in a nice post. It may seem like something..Unhappy, but I promise. It gets better.

I'm a messed up human being, sometimes.
I'm two-faced, obsessive, jealous, impatient and something a lot of people would think is immature, annoying.

But it's just times like this, I like to just sit back, and feel happy. Just kind of let go, y'know?

I could think about the things that hurt me, but I still feel happy. The things I'm jealous of, then, yeah. They don't seem to affect me.

One thing that bothers me, though. I can't help it. I was...I don't know.

This whole year, I don't think...I ever felt so lonely. Most of the year, I could just sit there with a messenger going, and no one would dare say a thing to me. I was never someone anyone wanted to share what made them happy or sad with. And I'd tag along, attempting to grab the hands of those I really wanted to be accepted by, only for me to stumble and fall.

I never felt so..Unwanted. Rejected. Then I kind of felt that my friends who already proved they loved me several times.. I began thinking things along the lines of "If I vanished, they wouldn't miss me because they have each other."

I'm beginning to realizing I'm rather socially awkward, but if I realize it in time, I can fix that, right? People just call it shy, but I really just don't know what to say.

I was a dork.

Jesus, I was. -shakes head-

I'm hoping this year people will take me a bit more seriously. I want to come off as a happy person, I really do. Not a loner, kid, someone everyone looks down on.

I need to post more, even though these aren't read anyway.
Good night!

Ah...

2009-05-29T07:15:25Z

I never post in this anymore! I'm sorry. -bows-
I think the only thing I can say about all of this time I've been gone...To sum it up.

My aunt moved in.
School's out.

I wish money wasn't something to ever worry about.

fightdapowah @ 2009-01-25T15:59:00

2009-01-25T22:05:11Z

I would have posted yesterday, but I was way too tired. xP;

Friday I stayed over at Natasha's after school, we played DDR, watched videos, etc. We ate spaghetti and nachos but I had to leave early, since we were going to Donna's to hang out with everyone before they all went home. We played Trivia Pursuit, which I failed at since I haven't been around as long as everyone else. xD I got the question, "WHAT DOES IMO MEAN IN INTERNET LANGUAGE."... In my opinion. xDD

BUUUT. Yesterday was one of the busiest Saturday's I've had since Christmas Break. Haha, seriously. I woke up at 11, got ready, etc. And Gin picked me up to go to the mall with him, Audrey, and Kelsey. We had some silly string, and we'd spray it out the window while Gin drived, but we weren't being completely wreckless. We made sure there weren't any cars behind or beside us that we'd put in danger. xD While we did this, we had Wichita's Latino station playing really loud. People around us stared at us. xDD It didn't help that Gin had like, "HONK IF YOU LIKE SILENT HILL" and "OH DEAR WOULD YOU LOOK AT THE TIME. -pyramid head next to it-" all over his windows.
We wandered around the mall, and I was supposed to be looking for Nikie's birthday present for her party later that day. It was amazing, haha. I got Nikie this bag that was like, "Times are rough, Times are Tuff, Here's your fskcing birthday stuff." and I got her a bullshit button that made comments when you pushed it. Kelsey bought me ice cream, and we wandered around until we went to Hot Topic, and we both split the cost and a package of two pink hair extensions. We went and bought some candy, We are some of it, and gave the rest to Nikie for her birthday, haha.

After stopping at Candiopolis, we took a seat next to one of the entrances to the mall, and played with the flarp Audrey brought along, and got weird looks. I kept pushing the bullshit button too, and eventually a security guard asked us to pick up our bags and go sit on the bench instead of on the ground, we just got up and left instead. D8; As we walked by the calander section, the same security guard was there and she was like, "YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO COME IN HERE AND SIT." and were just like..."...okay?" We weren't planning on it...xDD While we went through Dillards to the second time, Audrey and Gin kept arguing over who won the best for who would get the most posts on the AFW forums. Haha.
It was so piercing cold yesterday though, so we ran to the car. xD

Gin drove us to Kelsey's, where we proceeded to write on the windows of her car with the window paint that was used on Gin's car. I drew the AWESOME face on the left back window.

Audrey wrote, "HONK IF YOU LIKE RESIDENT EVIL." and I drew the umbrella corp. symbol next to it. I also wrote, "YOU'VE LOST THE GAME." I thought Audrey was going to die. xDD She also drew a penisu. Which Kelsey erased. And Audrey replaced. And Kelsey erased again.

Gin eventually took Audrey home, and I stole some of Kelsey's tissue paper to put into Nikie's bag. And managed to break Kelsey's canister thing full of vitimins because I wanted one. xDD I didn't mean to! D:

We went to Nikie's party after that, we lost track of time so we got there about 45 minutes late DD:'' I helped Kelsey pack to stay the night at my house later. We ate enchiladas and played poker, which I seriously sucked at. As nerdy as it sounds, if it isn't a trading card game, I can't grasp it. LOL We went downstairs and played Shadow of the Collosius? I think it was, and watched things on YouTube, since a normal party with us usually consists of watching YouTube videos at one point, and then we played Rock Band.

I love this series of Videos. xDD

But yeah! After playing Rock Band for a little bit, me and Kelsey had to get going, because we had this rave to go to at 9, and we still needed to stop at my house so I could grab a white t-shirt. We stopped by, but when we left, we realized a couple blocks away from my house we needed six dollars for enterance fee to the rave. Me and Kelsey like, matched, I wore my Mario hat and she wore Luigi. xDD And we had the white t-shirts, jeans, and our pink hair extensions. We were prepared for an awkward time, neither of us Christians, but at a rave being held by a church.

As we entered, we saw our friend Riley, who paid for our entrance fees, which was really nice of him. We didn't see him too much after that, though, which made me feel a little bad. We walked in and saw a mediocre band playing in the main dance room, so we kind of left LOL We got mountain dews and went to play guitar hero for a little bit, and then pool. Where Riley completely ruined our game by randomly joining in. xDD
We went back into the dance room after a while, after getting a bunch of complements on our hats. We were getting enough glares to counter the complements though. It was a lot of fun after we made it back to the front of the rave, next to the DJ. The DJ saw us and handed us some glow sticks he was throwing into the crowd to catch. Haha. People were getting a lot more friendlier, since they knew that everyone was dancing and crashing into each other. We were jumping and holding our glow sticks in the air, and 'dancing' xDD Kelsey left for a minute though, and I found another glowstick on the ground. This guy was like "OMG Did you find that on the ground?" it wasn't him, but he was jealous. I handed it to him and he gave me this extremely grateful look and was like "...omg thank you!" and he stuck around me for a while, haha. We also saw Wesley, and eventually it started to end, and it was 11.

I'll finish writing later, the X-men premiere is on! xDD

Eventful.

2009-01-19T07:03:14Z

I swear. Going back to school, and all. I haven't felt like writing much. Sorry.

My baby niece Jasey May was born, Annaliese's 2nd birthday. Jasey May looked a lot like Anna when she was born, but now she's opened her eyes and looks...Like Jasey.
Annaliese's 2nd birthday party, we went to Don and Donna's and had cake and ice cream. I didn't think it would be the last time I'd get to see and talk to Don, since he passed away Thursday night. He was fine Saturday night, so it was pretty upsetting. ): I don't really want to talk a whole lot about it though. The funeral's tomorrow..I'm not looking forward to it. I know I'll cry.
My brother got laid of from his job at Circuit City, since Circuit City is no more.
My uncle's mom Irene passed away at 12:00 this morning. It's kind of sad, too..
Everyone's dying. It's sad.
Everything my brother's been through the past few weeks makes me want to cry. I love my brother so much.

I got to hang out with Gin, Audrey and Kelsey earlier. I spent most of today hanging out with my aunt Judi and Audrey, it was so fun, though. Definately a fresh air from everything.

Hour 42.

2009-01-05T05:25:23Z

I just got off BlogTalkRadio.com, I was 15 minutes late but I tuned into Peter Pixie's radio show he had going on. It was definately really inspiring and amusing. They talked about helping out around Wichita, and brought up a bunch of superheroes, real life and fiction. Definately good stuff.

I almost died, since I had been reminding myself all weekend not to forget about it, and I ended up forgetting to register my account for the site, so for a few minutes I tried and made another account because I couldn't find the email for the other one, and I didn't get my email for the one I made so I dug through 1,333 emails on my spam account to find the register link for the site LOL

I helped another person, B-Chan, in the show fix the sound on their computer for the show LOL By just telling them to clear their cache. I felt proud..And awesome. And ashamed for being so proud. but, yeah, I talked to B.Chan a lot and we got to talking about "Is Kanda an acceptable Superhero?" "How about Nekozawa!?" And then Peter points out he had a bunch of people from AFW in and encouraged us to call in and tell him about super heroes we love in Anime. I was super scared but I was talking into calling, haha. x3 I was really twitchy and scratchy and odd voice wise, but I'm glad I did it, when he asked who my favorite superhero was, I tried to think clearly but I couldn't get any other ideas but Gintoki. -fails- I was like "WELL HE RUNS ODD JOBS WITH THREE OTHER PEOPLE, AND HE DOESNT TAKE THINGS SERIOUS BUT HE DOES AT THE SAME TIME, AND HE REALLY HELPS PEOPLE EVEN IF HE DOESN'T KNOW THEM." and it was .. pretty sad. LOL I hope next time I can do a better job! But everyone was like "YAY ABBIE LEE DID IT" But it was definately awesome, Peter was really excited and I was too to be the first caller on his show.

I didn't realize a couple of things though until they mentioned it, Guys are found on the streets a lot more than women, and they said a number of people of people found on the streets of Wichita, which really surprised me. I hope in the future when I have more time I can help them out in other ways than watching the show and contributing my opinions.

No subject.

2009-01-05T00:57:04Z

My parents have been arguing all day...It's really unnerving, hearing my dad constantly yelling.
It's over working on the floors, I haven't bothered to go up there because I really don't want to deal with it, and plus, that might end up pulling me in the middle, too...

Ugh, not the way I wanted to spend the last day of my break, cooped up in the basement. I did pick up Outer Heaven finally and throw it away since I accidentally knocked it over.

I woke up really late today too..2:30...I hope that doesn't screw me over tomorrow and tonight since I might not be able to sleep...It's okay though, since it's the first day back and all, I'm sure they aren't expecting too much of everyone.

I'll keep today's entry short and simple.. .___.;

Art post!

2009-01-04T03:15:52Z

I've been drawing a lot lately, and I'm really bored, so I'll post it here!
I really like how it turned out, so I posted it on DA, too. I wish I had photoshop or something spiffy like that to use to make my headers... But I has no money. xDD

Here's a couple of doodles too, also on DA.

And...I just finished a Gaia banner... ^^

I have a foretress in my room. It's called Outer Heaven.

2009-01-03T21:46:00Z

it's not my fault it almost killed raiden. With my amount of tags this post.

This is my foretress. 8D

It got knocked down once. ): I'm just too lazy to throw the cans away though. It's the most kick ass can tower I've made.
IGNORE THE FUCKING POKEMON CARDS LOL

Well, now that that's said and done.
When the heck did Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae come out? D8 I started watching it a couple of days ago...And I was really surprised when I saw something about Nana Kitade doing the opening theme song. Ugh, this sucks. Trying to balance my new-found love in Yu-Gi-Oh again, watching Mitsuganae, Evangelion, and an episode of Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni. I finished Higurashi about a year ago, but I just watched the episode, 23 of the first season, where Rena kills her father's girlfriend for using him, and Satoko's uncle. That episode is so sweet, at the end, I mean. LOL

I'm considering being a retard and buying volume 1 of the Yu-Gi-Oh! manga, but I'd really prefer to start at the battle city arc, but I just don't know what volume that is. Or I should go and buy another volume of something I only have one volume of, like Bleach, or Gintama...Gintama manga isn't as funny as the show though, that's why it's such a shame it's ending. ;-; I started reading this story I found on /x/ last night though. It's called 'MPD Psycho', I don't know the author/artist/manga-ka yet, It's kind of hard for me to follow, but it's interesting. It's about this former criminal I think, who is now a detective and he's trying to figure out how to solve really gruesome crimes, but he sometimes ends up right in the middle of them, or in kind of a odd position. But he looks like the love child of Shinpachi from Gintama and Teru Mikami from Death Note, and it looks like Ungrateful Worms (Ugh, I don't know, the doujinshi artist for the Matt and Mello doujinshis titled Rag, Boa, and HDG..) This one.

Page from 'HG'.

Page from 'MPD Psycho'
I don't know, maybe it's just me, but the styles are very similar and I've never seen Ungrateful Worms draw girls, so that's kind of leaving me puzzled. Rofl.

But 'MPD Psycho' is pretty interesting, I hope I can get a better grasp on it, lmao. D8;;

Charles ruined Evangelion though by purposely spoiling the ending for me. >:[ I blocked him on MSN for like..10 minutes over that one. Go me. ;_; Asuka....
I hope he was lying and making stuff up. x[

LOL, last night I watched Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children for the first time in like, 4 years. Kella joined me, and I think she liked it, since she said she wanted to watch the ending when she came back since she had to leave. She thought the part where Marlene is like "YOU DON'T HAVE A PHONE?" was hilarious. xDD "VINCENT DOESNT HAVE A PHONE!!" Ah, poor Vincent. He has one by Dirge of Cerberus, at least.
I remember buying it from Japan off Ebay and like half of kansas saw the movie before it was released as a dub. I didn't realize back then...How freaking weird that movie was. xDD It's still good though, just...really weird.. ):

I can't wait to get back to school, honestly. I have too much free time LOL If you can't already tell. I need to work on Taylor's commission I forgot about though, I should be shot. >_<;; I'll work on it tonight, how hard could a design for a blue and silver angel be?

Ugh though. Holy shit I woke up at 3 PM today, though. D8;; I really didn't mean to, but I guess that's what I get staying up until 6 AM. My sleeping schedule is like, up in flames, and I'll certainly feel the heat when school starts.

-awful pun, bricks are chucked at-

My mom and dad finally talked to me about re-making my room. I decided I wanted something modern, and when I think of modern, I think of coffee shops like Starbucks. D8; So my room's going to be Brown and white, and half of the room is going to be carpet and the other wooden flooring. I'll have a bathroom when it's done and everything, I just hope it's before I graduate lol D: I have a feeling I'll be home for a year or so after I graduate though, just to kind of kick back and do what I want for a year. My brother did it, so my parents said they don't mind. I'll really miss my room though, and I'm kind of worried with the thought of living by myself.. >o<; I don't like boys. -immature- But that's okay, they don't like me either.

Yesterday I had to help clean out Annaliese's room since it was my old room, I found some cool stuff I used to have, like a pants chain, and a pair of working headphones. KICK ASS!

LOL I was watching the spongebob movie the other day too, and it inspired me to limewire the band that did the 'Ocean Man' song from the credits. Ween. I also saw other songs like "Waving my Dick In The Wind", "Don't Shit Where You Eat" and "Big Fat Fuck" ..... I downloaded them just because it sounded awesome. ;D

And a bunch of random boring shit that happened the past day I might say something about:

I found the chord that goes to my Camera finally. It was in the one place I looked like, several times. >:I
I managed to spend like 300k on Gaia the past few days..D8
I'm falling in love with the band Snow Patrol, too... xDD
Next time I post I might post some pictures from DA I put up recently...^^

This one was kind of long considering not a whole lot happened. D8<

And here's one thing that made me laugh before I end the entry.

Thank you, 4Chan.

Happy New Years!

2009-01-01T20:44:02Z

I can't believe it's 2009.

I think I'll start this entry out with my resolutions before I talk about the wonderful party.

1. I really want to lose some weight and get back into shape. I really need it. >>;; Starting this week I'll begin dieting. Besides, no one likes chubby cosplayers.

2. I want to beat some of the games I have but never got around to finishing. The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask for example. I need to restart it and play through it, since it's a hard game. xP

3. Get a job so I can have some money to spend on the things I usually bug my parents for.

It's not quite a resolution since cars freak me out, but I kind of want to start working on getting my liscense, too.
I hope not to break these right away...;_;'

Well, the party now. :3 I was worried, but my parents said we were very very well behaved. This means ANOTHER PARTY SOMETIME! xD

Sierra arrived first, then Natasha, Nikie, and Audrey piled out of their Natasha's grandpa's car, Shannon, Chelsea Miller second, then Kelsey.
Shannon gave us our gifts from Egypt, I got a pretty bookmark and this keychain like thing I need to figure out how to put together.

We started the party mostly though just kind of sitting around and playing with party favors Natasha brought and munching on her blue cookies the brought until Audrey tried to help me play Silent Hill 2, which I failed at and probably need to start over, and then we all gathered and played the Bleach wii game, which was hilarious. I kept kicking ass with Hitsugaya. Kelsey arrived and then we ate food. Lots of food. Molli and I kept texting back and forth most the night, too..lmao. She was originally going to come but she ended up going to Texas.

It was hilarious too, we started working on a sequel to our TERRIBLY HATED CRACK ADDICT VIDEO our group made in 7th grade. Here it is. LOL

Feel free to spread the hate, btw.

Yeeeah. xDD

The sequel is made just to piss more people off, and taking it to Oprah. ;D Halfway in the middle mom said we were kind of loud for the party upstairs, so sent us back into my room. Omg though, I lended Kelsey my pretty chensung dress and she stuffed two dolls into it for her...lackage above, I should say, and walked in to like, show the world and my mom was downstairs and was like. "...okay." xDDD

After the video, we started watching Saw I, I was playing TWEWY while watching it, getting past the part I was stuck on. The first Saw movie wasn't as bad as the ones that come after it, I think. Lmao. After Saw we played Rock Band II, well, I passed, since I wasn't too keen on the song list they had for that game. We played that until Midnight, before we all ran outside to celebrate with our noisemakers and such. We counted down until 12:00, and the adults were starting to come out too, but when 12 came, we all shouted out new years resolutions, except Sierra, who's naturally very quiet LOL, and went back inside after we got home, to resume playing Rock Band, only it was the first one. xP While we played rockband, Audrey found this freakin' amazing site, or Micky found it and sent it to Audrey. http://en.akinator.com/ ? It tries to guess what character you're thinking of, just like that handheld game 20 questions I was amazed when it guessed Sakata Gintoki from Gintama, since that's not exactly the most popular show on the block. It had Takasugi as well....Oh my. D8 And Jun Ushiro from Bokurano, which is even more amazing. Although it never could guess Elizabeth or Lucrecia Crescent from Final Fantasy VII.

Sierra had to leave at 12:30, and after that we kind of just played around like a giant lan party LOL. We played on Gaia towns for a little bit, haha. Then me and Natasha watched the Zombrow episode of Gintama for fun, the Yugioh abridged series, and kept making eyebrow jokes. We also watched the most goriest/disturbing scenes of Higurashi. That is such a good show. xDD Everyone started wearing down so we did a combination of Dating Games on YouTube and the internet generator of Truth Or Dare.

I fell asleep when we started watching Donnie Darko though, but it's a really good movie.

Overall, I had a rather nice new years. xP <3 I just need to get some shut-eye though, i'm exhuasted.

Tonight's going to be a blast.

2008-12-31T20:43:45Z

I have all my stuff ready for my New Year's party. x3 Except me and my mom still need to cook the food and etc.
My room's the cleanest it's been in months, I swear. Rofl D8 I usually keep it rather clean but I scrubbed the tables and electronics and stuff, there's probably no dust in my room now. And my mom bought me a nice little trash bin for my room, so we don't have to shove all our trash into a plastic bag hung on the back of my door LOL The entire house looks very nice, and my dad let me open my windows up, so it feels really nice, looks really nice, and smells very nice.

As well as picking up the house, I made my desktop look rather nice despite the horrible Yuugiou/Yu-Gi-Oh! phase I'm going through right now.

Haha.

My brother brought over rock band for the Wii, and most of the equipment for it, since everyone usually loves a good game of rock band. One thing I'm kind of dissipointed in myself for not doing is getting all the characters in Bleach: Shattered Blade for the Wii, I really wanted Ulquoirra but I didn't get him in time, Micky said it took her awhile so I kind of gave up LOL

There's like, 7 people coming, which is a lot. That many people was kind of an accident, but the more the merrier, right? My parents were kind of iffed about it, but they accepted it pretty well, I felt really bad putting that on them though, but it's all good. ><;;

Annaliese is upstairs having some down-time, I offered to watch her for Michelle until 5:30ish. xP I hope she wants to play soon, I'm bored now that the cleaning is all done. I assume I'll be doing a lot of babysitting tonight, since my brother pretty much plans on getting smashed with everclear apple cider, and my parents will probably join in too, or my dad at least. xDD There's also the possibility that we have a New Years baby too, with Michelle being pregnant again and it being due very shortly, It was supposed to be the 27th, but she's ready feeling signs that it could be here any moment now, and she has had 3 before, so I'm going to go ahead and trust her word. xD

Well, I was posting here to rid some boredom, and it worked, but I think I'll end it and go roam around the house a little. Seeya!

I'm back....D8

2008-12-28T02:36:08Z

Oh lawdy, I didn't get to go to Wal-mart today. But I did get the Chinese I was wanting.

We went to this resturaunt, Shanghai with our family friends Donnie and Kathy. The food was delicious, but we got the worst seat ever.

The table behind us reminded me of watching Joe Dirt, in particular. xDD There were these two really...round ladies, and a guy with a mullet.

It was really gross, but what can you expect, going to the East Side of Wichita, I swear.

They kept belching, as if they were on a contest or something, and they would sometimes make comments like "OOOH THAT ONE SMELT PRETTY BAD." I thought my mom was going to cry LOL Kathy had to get crab legs, which took so much work for such little crab meat, so we ended up staying much longer than we usually do.

The belching was gross, but a little more tolerable than some of the other things they were talking about, but it went over the edge when they started talking about Strap-ons, Donnie and my dad wouldn't let that one go LOL And there was a table behind us that added onto the ammo of my dad and Donnie could use. They were obviously lesbians... >>;;; And..They were as big as the two hillbilly girls that were sitting at the Joe Dirt table. lol not trying to be mean.

I didn't exactly know how bad my dad had from his angle of the table, but before we left, Dad and Donnie went to go have a smoke, and I had gotten up so I just sat down where my dad was, and the joe dirt guy with the mullet was just..picking at his food, and suddenly the only two people at that table just belch. D: < I was ready to get up and be like, "DO YOU MIND?!" but I didn't want to start something...That's the least we needed, but if my brother had been there, someone would have probably left with a black eye. xDD

Then, I don't think this was a good sign, when I opened up my fortune cookie, there wasn't a fortune in it...D8;;; That's weird....

It was a long drive back home, but at least we had something to talk about.

It's snowing!!

2008-12-27T18:43:16Z

I hope it's sticky snow.
:3

I'm sad though, Aunt Marsha and Tay had to leave yesterday before the weather got bad here. ): I miss them!!

We're supposed to go out today and finish after-Christmas shopping though, and go to Chinese for Lunch. DDD: Mom and Dad are asleep upstairs though, so I dunno when we'll get out and do anything if weather permits.

I got a lot of gift card money this year, to Old Navy and Wal-mart.
Old Navy had a bunch of cute sales going on, and I had 25 dollars to blow off there, I admit, I wasn't too excited because I hadn't been to Old Navy in AGES, but they had the cutest coats there, I got a mustard yellow one I really like, and a top to match. And some black knee-length shorts and blue tights. A really cute outfit. <3 It was awesome, too, Everett brought my Bokurano poster over, and it took up a lot more space than I had really expected it too, I was happy. I wonder if I'll buy a poster if we go out today.

Bath and Body Works has an amazing sale going on, their lotion and stuff usually goes for 12/10 dollars, right? 3 dollars, holy shit. D8 I used moar Christmas money to get Cherry Blossom and Amber kind.

Today was kind of on a bad start, Audrey was supposed to come over, (Which her dad said no. Darn it. D: ) But she mentioned something on the AFW forums which made our other friend kind of upset since he wasn't invited.

I was kind of irritated,, I only invited over here so I could hang out with her and she could keep me company while my parents went out tonight D: It's like...If I could invite you, you know I would. Don't try to make me feel bad, that's no fair... >_<;;

But on a lighter note, me and Ryu were reminiscencing. Haha, we used to have these like, pool party roleplay, where we'd have the cast from Yu-Gi-Oh! and some other characters we loved, it was nerdy, and we listened to 4Kids radio, and would freak out whenever Yami/Atem would be like "YOU ARE LISTENIN TO 4 KIDS RADIO!" And whenever songs would come up, we blamed it on a character.

Well, just for the hell of it, we tried it again. Haha. X3 It turned out more serious than we wanted it to, though...

EHEHE, someone's awake! :'D I should go shower soon, so talk to you later!! Oh, watch this too, it's funny. xDD

TAKE OFF YOUR SHOES, GRANDPA WILL KILL YOU. xD

Rewatching the Yu-Gi-Oh! Abridged Series made me decide that I will be happy if Dan Green comes to AFW next year. lol. seriously. i will be.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2008-12-25T16:54:45Z

The first post I've ever made away from home! YAAAY! xDD
Butbutbutbutbutbut
I was on Gaia the other day, and I was really close to quitting, lmao. All of my items I had went down greatly in price, but I stayed up Monday night and was on the Chatterbox, rofl, I know, I know, a sin. But I won this contest, right?

This was everything I won, holy shit.

Easter 2k6 chicky tie
Easter 2k6 bunny tie
bunny tail x2
garden shovel
carrot plush
red bino energy drink x70
zurg energy drink x70
easter bunny shirt x2
vial of unknown liquid
fairy wings
prisoner's ball and chain
prisoner's shackles
blue strapless bra
soft blue underwear
G-LOL orange gown
G-LOL blue gown
G-LOL pink gown
Felicia's Graceful gown
Waste glamrock headband
Clot glamrock headband
Tide glamrock headband
Blue torque top
red torque top
green torque top
Dark slate gunner coat
red gunner coat
coal gunner coat
Silver glamrock coat
copper glamrock coat
#FF0000 Complex shirt
#0000FF Complex shirt
#FFFFFF Complex shirt
Red magic coat
Green magic coat
Blue magic coat
Reddish woven abalone button blazer
In da hood black sweater
black web bustier
green jersey top
Red magic hat
blue magic hat
green magic hat
Fairy wand
wizards wand
stylish charcoal winter skirt
stylish auburn winter skirt
ruby plaid classroom skirt
blue sporty track pants
red sporty track pants
in da hood white sweat pants
in da hood black sweat pants
Outlaw biker pants- ashe
embroidered pebble jeans
dark red capri
silver boots
oxblood leather boots
felicia's beautiful shoes
angelic boots
Missy saphire shoes
Missy ruby shoes
pingu feet
wine hippie shoes
ducky
easter bunny ears
helm of the vikings
Bachelors cap
Gaia 2nd anniversary balloon
natures tuxedo
stethoscope
chicken mask
alien mask
dried grass skirt
alien 4D goggles
tin foil hat
cow bell
alien probe
gold hoop earrings
silver hoop earrings
buttoned down feather boots
buttoned down feather peacoat
buttoned down fauna peacoat
buttoned down feather skirt
buttoned down fauna skirt
Jenny's dress (all 6 colors)
Jenny's clamshell purse (all 6 colors)
Jenny's open toed shoes (all 6 colors)
Prisoners top x4
flower on my head x2
nitemare boots
space monster hunter mask
rebellion face mask
face veil x2
trap jaw
hockey mask x2
long bull horns
celebrity date
celestial wrap
dark star
Pawprint pajama sets in red, blue, and green
Elegant blue satin corset
Elegant red satin corset
elegant blue satin skirt
elegant red satin skirt
elegant feathered mask (red pinions)
elegant feathered mask (rose pinions)
Elegant pearl strand bracelet
pearl drop earrings
elegant black lace fan
4th anniversary red roman candle
banana split
mythrill armor
ancient katana
tan hippie headband
dark cape
elegant snowy leggings
phantom death masque
elegant black knee length trousers
jack'd shoes 2k6
thank you letter for October 2007 x2
thank you letter for august 2007
thank you letter for july 2007 x2
thank you letter for may 2007 x2
thank you letter for march 2007
sandy cat toes
sandy cat paws
sandy cat tail
sandy cat mask
red cat collar
egyptian gold armlet
Egyptian crimson ankh pendant
lonely lily
egyptian braided wig (gilded)
white zoot suit tapa
lovely genie double gold earrings
lovely genie gold lamp
lovely genie silver lamp
bee movie suit
mimzy aura
mimzy
kaya the cat
magic swamp orb
magic forest orb
magic plains orb
gift of the gods x4
gothic veil
summoning tome x2
mecha form x2
spirit falcon x2
aquatica x2
lunar scythe
enchanted strings
fire flower x2
mythic hair
vapire hunter hat
plasma gear
performance rod plus
distance rod plus
strength rod plus
basic fishing rod plus
3D glasses
Dog tags
grunny slippers
lex's white gloves
soft black underwear
black strapless bra
Fox tail
fox ears
G-pin
occulus magica
Grunny
lovely genie red belly gem x2
gold starman earring
button down fauna boots
those black 90's pants
obsidian glamrock coat
and other random stuffs....

Yeah, a lot of shit. And I was so surprised when it was proved not a scam. The girl sent a trade to another girl too, to prove it.
And here's my avatar. <3

to guess a football team from the Big ten, which first I guessed Michigan University, but when she gave hints I took them to heart and researched them on Wikipedia, and it turned out to be Purdue University, her school.

When I read that I got it right, I was like, twitching from anticipation, god. xDD But I was kind of worried when it told me to write a 2 paragraph story, and 2 paragraphs only, and mine was like fanfiction, so lame.

"A lonely prince sat in his throne that resided in the industrial empire his father built, glumly looking down at the pearl floors that provided a mere reflection of the world above it. He hated everything about the polluted place he lived in, and the people in it. He noticed how beautiful the reflection made the gloomy world around him look, and even himself along with it, but as he glanced further ahead, he noticed a familiar young girl make her entrance into the hall. She was studying the prince's expression from afar as she walked.

"....Doesn't it look much nicer that way? I feel silly saying I envy it." The girl smiled, she actually knew the prince quite well, despite their separate ranks in society, she was very normal. Something was still troubling the prince though, as he focused on the floor. The familiar girl's reflection looked exactly the same, no matter how many times he looked at it. "

Lame, huh. D:

Well, it won, and now I need to start working on it again since I promised some people I would. I'll post it here too, since I never post anything really worthwhile.

Yesterday though the family came over, me, Tay, and James played brawl for a while, then rsident evil, and we ate christmas evedinner lol obviously, then opened presents. And then James got trashed lol..........and everybody was havin "apple cider"

..lol james typed that but i won't erase it, it's funny.

GOD DAMMIT. >:I QUIT FUCKING WITH THE KEYBOARD YOU GUYS.

But I'll finish this later LOL they want to go swimming nao.

--

Back! LOL

But I got a lot more than I expected I would for Christmas, with my laptop and all. I got the Bleach: Shattered Blade game for Wii [which is really fun, but hilariously cheesy.] A new hair straightener, one of those Wii lunchboxes with the stuff in it, I got the Twilight Princess one. [Link!<33] And this really nice perfume and body wash stuff, too.

After everyone opeened presents, it was time for me to go with my cousins and Aunt Marsha to the hotel downtown, the carride was really long and awkward, James had to get something off his chest and tell Aunt Marsha about it. But I was kind of hurt for him when my mom told me something the day after, but I won't write about it. I don't want to. :/ I just wish James the best of luck...

We tried to watch one of the Resident Evil movies, the one where it has Alice in the beginning and she tries to kick ass but it was one of her clone thingys, and it died....Yeeeah.

lol last night though, we had a huge pillow fight. It lasted until 2 AM until I was like..."CAN WE ORDER MORE BLANKETS." and we did, I made Taylor and James take care of picking them up though....So I went to bed LOL

Swimming was fun. James got into this discussion with another guy about the economy, we ditched him and went to go play in the big pool. We had rubber bands and kind of kept shooting each other, When you're in water, it really doesn't hurt as much as you think it does normally.

It was so funny going back home this morning though, James was still on kind of a drunken high, and I thought we were going to get our asses kicked when he kept going "MERRY CHRISTMAS!!" out the window, and when we passed some black guys on the street and just pulled into a stop light, he goes. "MERRY CHRISTMAS BLACK PEOPLE!" ...D8;; Yeah, Taylor was like "SHIT DUDE RIGHT WHEN WE PULL INTO A STOP LIGHT? >:[ " and I'm giggling like a retard with a bouncy ball in the passenger seat.

We went swimming again after Christmas dinner at the hotel, [which was freaking delicious.] and had a giant war of CAPTURE THE DUCKS, these plastic floating ducks the hotel had, rofl. My team won, which consisted of me and Aunt Marsha~ xD Taylor was outnumbered though. But before we went swimming, I didn't have my swimsuit anymore.

Wait! Did I mention I have blonde hair nao?

But, I guess I'll end this here, happy holidays, everyone. <3

Haha, Japanese Club Party at Kelseys.

2008-12-21T16:11:31Z

Was so fun. xP
I felt like I was so early though, arriving at 5:30 and like...Everyone else coming much later. I'm like, never the first person to places, usually the middle. LOL My friend Gin came and he brought me the hat he got me for Christmas, Chopper from One Piece~ x3

It was so cool, I got to hang out with Cecey, Ryan, Daniel, Kalin and Jordin a lot, and made them laugh a lot too. And I ate lots of food. (I was so full when I got home D8;;; ) I played a round of Resident Evil: Umbrella Chronicles with Jordin, and watched him and Kalin play Final Fantasy Disidia (Which doesn't come out in America until next summer!) And wished I had a PSP at the same time. xD I was kind of surprised at how outgoing they all really are.

We spent like an hour making fun of and watching Tokyo Crystal Mew with Nico Nico Douga/Video comments that flew across the screen, it looked like 4chan got on it, and were disgusted.

Gawd, I'll commend you if you actually sit through all of this. ;D

But yeah, I had a lot of fun. I was glad it wasn't a huge huge group xP So close to Christmas, a lot of people must have had stuff planned.

On another note, my friend Ashlynn had been missing, but was found yesterday morning. I was so scared for her, you can't imagine. She was found at the Eastside mall in Wichita (When they thought she was in Augusta or in Newton. A little far away from home.) with two jackasses.

Sigh. Thank god. Another good thing.
my class quarter ended, or, the semester did. I finally got rid of that bitch-ass math teacher. :\ She made me really upset the other day, saying I could work on my Quiz during passing period, then just grading it because I was 'going somewhere else' while I had a D in the class. fffffffff- ): < Fuck yeah, I passed at least. Never again, I'm okay at intergrated math, but I'm not even going to take it next year because she's the only teacheer there for it, and I can't do tha.t. algebra it is. Nonononononono no. D8
I have fun classes next quarter I think. I can't quite find my schedule xD;; But I have Biology with Mr. Super (Who is really really awesome.) and I have graphic design, which looks seriously cool, from what Natasha has shown me. I just wish my tablet worked okay, but it's broken, and I need to save up for a new one.

ONE MORE THING.
I got a new laptop. :'D
my desktop is kick ass.

I recently found the joy and kick-assness of rainmeter.

Well, I'm sure this entry has a lot of pictures and shit that it's enough to make up for the lack of them the last few pictures, one of the next few times I post I'll have to put up my picture of me and Jen Taylor that Natasha got back, I just need to scan it, and I'll try to have some of my doodles up, but I can't find my camera chord...D8;;; don't tell mom.

So I'm going to go back and watch some Evangelion now. Hooray for mechas!!

Gawd, I'm lazy.

2008-12-04T01:46:47Z

Ugh, I wish I remembered to pay more attention to this, this quarter has been so weird at school though, thank god it's almost over. Christmas is near though, and happy belated Thanksgiving!

I'll try and post more for sure though, my math grade has been slipping a lot though, so I might be grounded here if I don't raise it to a C. ):

Today was pretty nice though, I've got my hair bleached now, so I'm blond! Everyone at school was still surprised. I bleached it Monday night. My scalp has been tingling, but I think tomorrow I'm going to finish what I was wanting to do at the start, color it silver. >:3 Oh, but that wasn't today, so I don't need to say much. xD

School was exhuasting, I took the longest freaking nap in Zoology today, and my friends said I was snoring quite loudly..LOL whoops. I can't help that I'm congested again~! I can help not being tired tho....xP;;;; whoops. again. I finished this huge project we did for American History's World War II unit. Guadalcanal (Forgive me if I butchered that, I'm tired!) was my topic, and I was glad to finish it, It was so uninteresting in my opinion. ): Just America's first victory against Japan in the Pacific Theatre. I kind of wanted to do something like Blitzkreig. >0<...But, after school we were standing around, and this girl, Arielle like POUNCED me, I got pissed, lmao. I don't think my friends ever saw me yell at anyone before, but I almost fell over. Natasha took me home, and her and Nikie stayed for a little bit! I hung up some pictures I printed out today to hang on my wall. After they left I kind of...Did nothing, and mom came home and I bought Kingdom Hearts Re:Chain of Memories. I'm a little ashamed since I told myself I wouldn't play KH after I met that one girl, anyone reading this could tell who. xP But..I gave in. It was 30 dollars, too, and came with these really cute postcards I'll never send and just put up prettily in my room because Tetsuya Nomura has fucking gorgeous artwork. I'm a Square Enix fag, I bought a Cloud Strife plush the other day, too...): But KHRCOM is really pretty so far, It's hard getting used to the old KH1 graphics after KH2, and they couldn't fix the fact the kid, forgot his name at the moment, I'm out of it,

Tomorrow I'm going to hang out with Gin and Audrey at the goodwill though, with two dollars in hand! xDD And Friday's hat day, which will be fun.

By the way, I watched the first three episodes of the Darker than BLACK dub. I really liked that show, I still need to finish it though, but Good Job Funimation. I really liked the dub, although Hei will take a little getting used to. I watched Bokurano over Thanksgiving break too. 24 episode marathon for me. ): But it was AMAZING. I'm on a mecha trip, and although this was more character development it seemed like sometimes, it deff. made me happy. Well, not happy, I guess, I cried at least three times while watching it; it was so upsetting.

But, I'll tell you more later, I want to go play KH now D:

I've neglected Livejournal~ D:

2008-11-09T22:27:45Z

Hehe, sorry~

Today's been boring, but my mom left for Dallas, and yesterday was Shannon's birthday party at Lazer Quest. Audrey and Everett were there too, and we played 3 rounds. It was so funny, the first round we picked nintendo code names, I was Link, Shannon was Mario, Everett was Ike, and Audrey was Bowser. Second round, we played characters from Autumn's manga Floor 13, I was Dr. Sirge [The lady pronounced it Sir-gei when she called my name to get my game card. Rofl] Shannon was Zero, Everett was Four, and Audrey was Dr. Faen [Which ended up being spelled Dr. Phen, and pronounced Dr. Ping. xDDD] Third round, I was Cloud Strife [...cloudstrfe. xDD], Shannon was Zero again, Everett was Vincent, and Audrey was Sephiroth [They spelled it..Sephioroth. xDD] And when we went to go get our lazer tag vests, Shannon and Audrey switched names someow. xD Every game we played we got beaten by this guy named 'Biscuit' and his daughter, we were in awe.

After that we went and ate food at Shannon's house. mmm. Pizza. :3 And cookie cake. And watched Total Drama Island, it's such a retarded show. xDD Shannon's dog puked in the floor as Audrey got picked up by her dad, it was hectic. Everett took me home and my dad wasn't home, which was really weird...I ended up calling my brother and talking to Michelle, kind of weirded out. Dad eventually came home, he had gone to go cash a check and it was kind of dumb, they didn't let him since apparantly you're only allowed to take out 200 dollars a day now, and mom did that already. Bleh.
I ended up getting picked up by Michelle, and she forgot her house keys and we went to my brothers work to pick him up, and coming home to break into their house since my brother didn't have his keys on him either. We didn't get to cleaning until about 11, and I was getting really tired and my left ear was starting to ache. My brother said I might have an ear infection, which is just great since I've been really sick lately anyway...D: Oh well...I'll be fine...

I'm waiting on my brother to help me buy this doll I'm wanting of Cloud from Final Fantasy. I've been on a huge FFVII binge lately, replaying the game and all.

Isn't it cute? D:

He also got an old phone, I'm not sure what happened but I might get to switch my Razr for an Upstage. That one phone with the MP3 player on one side and the phone on the other. My brother also told me today we'd work on making the wooden Katana for my Okita cosplay. My brother spoils me. x[

I decided that after Christmas I'm going to go on a diet and work out more. I wanna be skinny! D: This summer I want to get a job too, maybe at Candiopolis or somewhere.

Imma go now. Drake and Josh movie's on. Rofl. -shot-

Quarantine

2008-10-26T21:57:12Z

I just got home from seeing it with Audrey today. It was really good for an American remake. I think I got more freaked out watching this one rather than the original though, with the big screen TV and surround sound and such. It was funny, on the bottom of our tickets it was advertising 'High School Musical 3'...It's like..Who would want to go see that after watching Quarantine...xDDD

Before the movie began, we had to listen to really cheesy halloween and 70s music. xDD It was amusing.
Man, though, they advertised the 'Twilight' movie, Christ, it looked terrible. I heard the book itself was all hype, and the thing is just retardation from the first page on. I think most people read it because of the word 'Vampire'' is a real money maker.
But, the movie. Quarantine. Yes.
It was really really scary, but in both versions, there's a lot left to be desired in the endings, I think. They left out a bunch of explanation as to what the virus thing everyone was catching was in the English version, but they added a lot more frighting scenes to the English version. Both were really good though.

I kept getting cold, my toes and fingers were freezing in the movie theater...And this creepy guy kept chuckling in the row behind us.

Afterwards we dropped Audrey off and went to Walmart, I got some concealer, deoderant, and a new tank top! >w< I'm getting spoiled this weekend. :3

Now I have lots and lots of homework to do..Note cards, math. Yeah. I better get going. D8;;

LearJet Open House and Wichita Asian Festial

2008-10-26T04:23:57Z

Today was a lot of fun. I'm really happy. Tomorrow I go to see Quarantine with Audrey at 2:15, since we couldn't make it last weekend.
This morning I woke up at 9, kind of early for me, but I got ready and we went to my dad's work to look at airplane parts and how-to-do stuff for airplanes. It was really interesting, and we ate lunch there. I swear, dad introduced the family like 20 times, and there was a lot of us. Dad, Mom, I, Bubba, Michelle, Dawson , Miccella, and Anna. Lmao C: They gave us little goodie bags with a toy airplane and hat. I like the hat, I don't have a bunch though that ..Aren't based off Nintendo characters. xDD I got to look inside airplanes though, before the controlls are put in, after, and then turned on. Really neat. I got to see where my dad worked, I wasn't expecting the entire building to be as clean and shiny as it was. I saw some of his side work he does when he gets bored and interests his managers and etc. I was impressed, my dad's so cool.

Then we went and bought a new washing machine [since the last one caught on fire, right?], then went to Sonic; I bought the banana pudding shake they were advertising, it was really yummy... And I came home until Sierra's dad came and took us to Century II for the Asian Festival.

We got there early so we kind of wandered down the side-walks of downtown around Century II, then everyone arrived and we kind of wandered around. I felt bad I didn't stick with Sierra as much as I could of, but she was working with Sensei's table and I wanted to move around, but I did come over sometimes and kind of stick around until Sensei let her go..xDD It was kind of scary, a group of people like recognized me from AFW and Facebook, and I was like, having trouble remembering who any of them were, but I know now, and it was kind of fun, I was a tiny bit out of place but that's okay. Pikachu and Simon/Abi and Michael joined us, and I talked with them for a little bit, we took a group picture, and I met up with them several times throughout the whole thing, Alex/Rangiku-Chan hung around me and Sierra for a while and we chilled up in the balcony. I bought a lot of cool stuff...Two bamboo wallscrolls; a tiger and a one with two pandas. A paper wallscroll of a really beautiful Japanese girl, Orange pocky [Which was surprisingly REALLY delicious. Tasted like fruit loops.], a T-Shirt with pandas on it [Really cute. >w<], A compact mirror, a pair of chopsticks to give to Micky, a green fuzzy dolphin phone charm, and some other stuff I can't really recall at the moment. Maybe that's it..xDD

I saw most of the Japanese club, me and Sierra didn't stop at the school and just went on to Century II so they were really confused. xDD I stood around them for like 20 minutes, and the former Japanese Club president Eric was there, obviously drunk. xDD Jordan held out his hand and was like "Gimme your keys." and Eric like giggled and gave him a high five, and was still laughing until he was like "YEAH!....Huh?" Hilarious. He's like this really uptight normal guy. xD

It was awful though, before we left Sierra and I were sitting on the balcony area of Century II waiting for them to announce who Miss Asia was this year, and I started smelling this terrible smell, so I was like "Sierra, do you smell that? It smells like poop...." I said, being the mature awesome person I am. She was like, "I can't smell anything except the chapstick I just-" and she covered her nose and, we quickly left, I dropped all my stuff though on accident, and I had to lean into the smell, it was horrible. I ran to catch up to Sierra, and we went to another part of the area to sit until her dad came. We started to walk outside, and we ended up having to walk by WHATEVER was giving off that terrible odor, and neither of us got a good glympse of what it was other than it WAS A HUGE PILE THAT LOOKED LIKE SOMETHING OR SOMEONE EXPLODED. GROSSNESS, RIGHT? ): But yeah. Sierra's dad dropped me off, and here I am now!! xD

All done rambling, good night~ D8

Has a decent running computer at the moment!

2008-10-22T03:20:45Z

But the case still isn't in good shape, it's cracked in the joint thing. D: I hope I can get that fixed or something...

I took off firefox and replaced it with the Google Chrome. [I started to type Chome D8 Silly Otsuu-chan..] And I replaced MySpace IM, MSN, and AIM with Pidgin, kind of like Trillian but it works better, in my opinion. You can have custom smilies, your icons separated [if you're on AIM or MSN on Pidgin.] and it's just all out awesome. D8 Final Fantasy VII works on my computer again, and doesn't freeze up as much as it used to~ It used to be a pain to switch from Windows to Final Fantasy VII and now it just takes a few seconds or so.

Ooo, I just realized I still had some rock candy in my purse that I can finish tomorrow morning... I bought it today in fourth block. Classes today were kind of dull and boring. I have Zoology with two of my Ashley friends, which is a lot of fun, when I thought I'd be all by myself. And I have foods first block, I don't know many people very well in it, just names and such, but it looks like a fun class. The majority of the day was spent watching videos except in Math class....Oh...

Ack, I forgot to do my math homework, so I'm going to go do that really quick now..D8;;

Haunted Houses.

2008-10-18T07:02:57Z

Waaa~ My brother surprised me and came home early to take me to Field of Screams and Goddard Nightmares. It was so fun, but my brother was still crippled so we went kind of slow. LOL
At Field of Screams, the girl in front of us in our group was either high or drunk, but she was really amusing, she kept freaking out over the littlest things. We ended up getting the fast pass to get inside, and we got to ride in the hearse to get to the actual event, which smelled really really foul. xD And the drunk/high girls boyfriend, it was so muddy since it rained last night, that he got his shoe stuck in the mud. I felt bad but it was hilarious.
It was much better than the last time I went. We were worried we wouldn't make it all the way to Goddard in time for the haunted house there, but we made it, and we were one of the last people it seemed. I freaked out when I didn't expect this lady right around the corner though, and I screamed. Lmao. The guy behind her who helped set up the event was like "WE HAVE A SCREAMER HERE." rofl ;__;'' They told us that one would take like 20 minutes, and we ended up only staying in Goddard for like..15. Rofl, liars. It was still fun though. At the very end this guy came out with a chainsaw and my brother told me afterwards I was staring him down as if I was going "What the hell do you think you're doing, you prick." D8

Then we went to walmart, and looked around, getting dogfood was our objective, and we left with this 60 dollar Elmo doll for Anna for Christmas, and a Joker poster for my room...My brother's so awesome~...

About Me A-Z

2008-10-17T21:05:57Z

I stole this from Facebook. :P It was kind of fun to fill-out.

A
- Available: sure.
- Age: 15.
- Annoyance: People who try to act like they know more than you.
- Animal: Doggies.
- Actor: Heath Ledger, Johnny Depp
- Actress: Erika Sawajiri

B
- Beer: Nope!
- Birthday/Birthplace: March 9th 1993, Wichita. :B
- Best Friends: Umm, Audrey, Micky, and Kelsey.
- Body Part on opposite sex: Hair.
- Best feeling in the world: Beating a video game! xD
- Blind or Deaf: Deaf.
- Best weather: Thunderstorms!
- Been in Love: Nope~
- Been bitched out: 'Course.
- Been on stage?: Well, in a group.
- Been beaten up?: No.
- Believe in yourself?: No, Believe in you, who believes in me!
- Believe in life on other planet: Yes!
- Believe in miracles: Yeo!
- Believe in magic: Not really.
- Believe in God: Not really.
- Believe in Satan: No.
- Believe in Santa: No ;__; daddy ruined it by telling me.
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Yes.

C
- Car: Non existant! I want a bug though. :B
- Color: Lime green!
- Cried in school: Last year, when Sensei made me sad. xDD
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla
- Chinese/Mexican: BOTH!
- Cake or pie: Cake.
- Country to visit: Japan. -cliche-

D
- Day or Night: Night. During the day it's too bright! xD
- Dream vehicle: Bug!
- Dance: Hare Hare Yukai.
- Dance in the rain?: I think I did.
- Do the splits?: I attempted it when I was in Gymnastics. D8 But I don't think I ever pulled it off. Ouch.

E
- Eggs: Scrambled please. ^^
- Eyes: Green!!
- Everyone has: A door.
- Ever failed a class?: Japanese and Math. xDD
F
- First crush: This kid from Kindergarden. I forgot his name but it started with an E. Now it's going to bother me all day.
- Full name: Wahahaha~
- Food: Anything with cheese.. :3

G
- Greatest Fear: Swallowing two magnets.
- Giver or taker: Both.
- Goals: Learn how to play the guitar, and beat The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask
- Gum: Fruity stuff.
- Get along with your parents?: Yes!
- Good luck charm: The ring my dad gave me.

H
- Hair Color: Natural: Brown, Right now it's Black.
-Height: No idea at the moment.
- Happy: Neutral.
- Holiday: Halloween! Candy!
- How do you want to die: Not by old age. Please.
- Health Freak: I should...D:
- Hate: Being stuck in video games.

I
- Ice Cream: Mint chocolate chip!
- Instrument: Guitar.

J
- Jewelry: Necklaces and Wristbands.
- Job: None..

K
- Kids: I don't want them.
- Kickboxing or karate: Neither.
- Keep a journal?: Yeah, my livejournal.

L
- Longest car ride?: Anything out of state, especially California.
- Love: My room.
- Letters: E-mail's easier.
- Love at first sight: I dunno...

LAST PERSON WHO...
1. Slept in a bed beside you?: Lennon. xD
2. Saw you cry? my mom.
3. Went to the movies with you?: Micky and Audrey. Audrey and I will go tomorrow.
4. You went to the mall with? Micky and Audrey. Lmao.
5. You went to dinner with? Dad.
6. You talked to on the phone?: Audrey.
7. Made you laugh? Audrey.

M
- Milk flavor: Chocolate and Strawberry
- Movie: MoonChld!
- Mooned anyone?: No! xD
- Motion sickness?: Nope.
- McD's or BK: McDonalds.

N
- Number of Siblings: 1.
- Number of Piercings: Four.
- Number: 7

O
- Overused Phrases: "Oi!" "Whahaha~"
- One wish: Birthday at Pump It Up one year! xD
- One phobia: Zombies.

P
- Place you'd like to live: Somewhere by the ocean.
- Perfect Pizza: Stuffed crust and pepperoni!
- Pepsi/Coke: ...I like Sierra mist.

Q
- Quail: Quailman. xD

R
- Reason to cry: I don't need to cry right no.
- Reality T.V: ....Steve Wilkos?
- Radio Station: ...None!
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: I lack such a skill...

S
- Song:
- Shoe size: 7 1/2.
- Salad Dressing: Bleu cheese and Pecan Raspberry!
- Sushi: California rolls...^^
- Scent: Cherry Blossoms and warm sugar. xD
- Skipped class: Yesterday. -shot-
- Slept outside: When my Dad and I went camping.
- Seen a dead body?: N-no.
- Smoked?: Ew, no way.
- Shower Daily: During the week, at least.
- Sing well?: A little.
- In the shower?: lmao, yeah. D:
- Swear?: Thanks to Micky I have a bit of a sailor mouth. D:<
- Stuffed Animals?: Piles of them in various places in my room.
- Single/Group dates: Never been on either.
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries.
- Scientists need to invent: jetpacks!

T
- Time for bed: Whenever.
- Thunderstorms: Are kind of nice, but rather scary.
- TV: I watch it on the computer sometimes.
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: I can't.

U
- Unpredictable: ....Oi?

V
- Vegetable you hate: Green olives count?
- Vegetable you love: Cucumbers.
- Vacation spot: California!

W
- Weakness: Procrastination.
- When you grow up: Voice actor, video game artist, an animator.
- Which one of your friends knows the most about you: Audrey, and probably Micky.
- Who makes you laugh the most: Anyone can.
- Worst feeling: Being self conscious ):
- Want to be a model?: .....No~ I could never be one.
- Where do we go when we die: ...Um...
- Worst weather: Flooding.

X
-X-Ray: When I was little I took a stuffed animal to the doctors and they took an x-ray of them to make me feel better about getting the same thing to me. I still have Patches' x-Ray...>w<
Y
-Year it is now: ...2008?
-Yellow: Sunshine!

Z
- Zoo animal: Penguins and Wolves!
- Zodiac sign: Pisces. The same as my daddy!

...-goes back to playing Silent Hill 2-

How the hell does your busdriver miss your stop?

2008-10-15T02:03:42Z

Happy birthday, Audrey!

Today was semi-exciting. Kind of interesting.
This morning my bus drove right past our stop, so my dad had to take me to school in the really cold rain. :x It was kind of annoying. It was really damn cold outside though, so I brought out the good old Kanda coat. I got to school like 30-40 minutes early, which was also kind of annoying. I had to sit around until people got there, which was really awkward. I was surrounded by people studying and whatnot, and finally I saw Natasha, Nikki, and Everett. ;0;

It was Audrey's birthday, so we sang to her. I'm sad I can't make it to Field of Screams for her birthday party, but we might go see Quarantine this weekend, which will be fun if we can get into an R rated film. The original was pretty scary, I hope the english version isn't all watered down.

A lot of people really liked my Kanda coat, it got a bit of attention, my 4th block teacher kept asking me questions about where I got it, how I ordered it, how it looked really nice on me, etc. I don't think I'll wear it again until mom gets home though, since a button fell off, I'll just hot glue another on, luckily it was just a decorative button.

When I got home, I was dissipointed by my t-shirts STILL not being here :/ but I'll be fine, they'll be here soon, the person said they finally sent it off, and that they JUST got my payment, I kind of think it's bullshit, getting it 3 weeks after I sent it, and especially since I'm only 2 states away, but whatever...I hope they don't give me bad feedback on Ebay. xD

I had to watch Dawson, Kella and Annie tonight so Michelle could hang out with a friend she hadn't seen in a few years, which wasn't too bad. We played Mario-Kart the majority of the time and they watched television. I kept dozing off between Mario-Kart sessions though, Kella yelled at me. xD

But.. I'mma go nao. Bai bai.

Day one of Survival. xD

2008-10-12T18:24:11Z

My mom left yesterday, right? D8 Yeah...D: It's a little lonely, you can even tell the dogs are kind of out of it. Poor Lennon..D8;; Well, a kind of plus side is that I get to take over Mom's bed for the week, which is pretty comfy, especially with the window open at night. And I don't have to make my bed more than once...Rofl. I just got back from outside waiting for my brother to wait for his friend to come pick him up.

Kelsey just left not too long ago though, the party was a lot of fun. We went to Pump it Up, and played around on all the stuff. We took Anna on the slide several times. It was way too cute, when I left to get a drink, Michelle was holding her because she had been trying to climb up the stairs on the slide to go again, so I had to take her down it once more. We have a war with this one little kid on this giant inflated mushroom thing that has terrible balance, we were playing and trying to get him to fall off. It was a game though, we weren't like shoving him to be jerks. xDD HE WOULDN'T LET GO. D: I also kept racing Kelsey and Kella through the obstacle course. I almost fell down several times. xDD My brother ended up spraining his ankle, or I'm hoping that's all the damage he did, trying to go through that thing with Anna.

Well, after about an hour and a half we went and ate ice cream and cake, and Dawson opened up his presents. I accidentally forgot my card in the car, so I had to give it to Michelle after the party. It was so funny, the kids in front of us kept making up excuses as to why Spongebob was in Operation [Dawson got it for his birthday, what a fun game. xDD] And we kept hearing things like "SPONGEBOB HAD A CARDIAC ARREST." "SPONGEBOB GOT SHOT." "SPONGEBOB GOT BEATEN." etc etc. When the party ended, we took Kelsey back to her house, and my brother brought me home, where he let me dig out some of his old posters from his old room. I stole a Beatles one, a Limp Bizkit one, one of the movie 'The Crow', and I was hoping to find some of his old Marilyn Manson posters, but had no luck. Maybe I'll try again and look later, they were in the closet, which is full of my Dad's stuff now too, since he moved into that room. I cleaned my room, which TOOK FOREVER. >_<;; And Kelsey eventually came over, and we started out making some pasta salad for dinner, which was rather delicious, and we came downstairs and watched stuff off the internet from the Wii for a while, played a game off Newgrounds, more videos, etc. And even made some MARSHMALLOW POPCORN. xDD It does exist.

It's really good, too, actually. We got it out of curiousity and amazement. My aunt was curious too and tried some, saying it was good, but my dad would have none of that, not that I blame him. xDD
I started dozing off around 2, I dunno about Kelsey though, but I eventually moved to my mom's room, and the dogs decided to keep us company [and awake] all morning, so I decided to get up around 10, and play Silent Hill 2 for a while. I'm about to meet Pyramid Head for the first time. :P Taking a break now and eating some ramen, it kind of hits the spot, although I'm craving taco tico, or cheap greasy mexican food for that matter.

I'm considering wearing my Black Order coat tomorrow if it thunderstorms like it's supposed to. Our school gets really cold when it rains, so I'm hoping I won't be asked to take it off. I just found out that there's no school on Friday, which is cool because I might be going to Field of Screams on Thursday night for Audrey's birthday party. Which I hope I can go. ;0;...

I drew this avatar art for someone I completely forgot about on Gaia, and I feel really bad since it isn't that good. Their avatar is also cosplaying Mello, like mine...But..

Yeah...

Well, I wrote another book, so I might as well go now, so, bye byee!

It'sa me, Mario. :D

2008-10-11T02:21:41Z

HAPPY BITHDAY, GIN-SAN!

I just got home from the Laundry Mat [rofl, I have no idea if that's how it's spelled, I won't worry about it too much though.] with my mom. Our washer and dryer are still out, so yeah. I sat in the car for like an hour since mom didn't need my help, it was pretty boring. I took a nap earlier, but I'm still pretty sleepy. >0<;

So, super-hero day came and went at school. It was pretty awesome. Kelsey and I had like 5 pictures taken of us, and at the end of the day a group of people like, came up to us all holding up their phones asking for picture. It was so fun, I had people going left and right, "MARIO!" xDD We were testing, and I really wish it hadn't been a half day for everyone else, since a lot of people skipped school that day, which sadly, meant no Yearbook reference.

The girl in the middle is our friend Taylor.

The day after that was Bling-bling and Gangster day. I did the bling bling part since I had no gangster clothes, my mom and I went to walmart and looked around the party section, getting these giant sparkley bead necklaces and flashy plastic rings. xDD I wore my tiara and sunglasses.
Ugh, my visual com class has been really frustrating. I took a bunch of nice pictures, and it turned out, there was no film in my camera. My mom was kind of mad, because I almost lost quite a chunk of my grade for that class, it was the last day for camera's, and the teacher pitied me a little, and let me take it home for one more day.

Tomorrow we're going to Dawson's birthday party at Pump It Up, I'm dragging Kelsey along for that too. xDD It's going to be so much fun. My mom leaves tomorrow for Dallas, Texas though, she'll be back a week from Monday. I'm hoping this year her leaving for work won't be such an inconvinence. I'm going to be lonely though, with dad at work until midnight. ;__; Michelle might be coming over though, or I might be going over to her house. I got a call from the AFW volunteer coordinator about volunteering at the Great Plains Rennaisance Fair, but I can't make it to that either since mom isn't home. I might tag along with Kelsey or someone else going. That reminds me that I really hope we go to a haunted house this year.

I have some artwork to share, too, today~! xD WOO.

Yoko from Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagan. 45 minute doodle in En-Cor.

Katsura and Elizibeth from Gintama.

Well, I'm going to go ahead and end it here. :P So I'll try and post something tomorrow, or sometime, haha.

Wahaha~

2008-10-08T03:51:57Z

Still sick a little. I keep coughing, but the cough syrup is gross, so it's my own fault. D8;;

It's spirit week this week at school, which is freakin' SWEET. xD Pajama Day was Monday, and today was animal print day, and tomorrow is Super Hero day, which I'm going as Mario, Kelsey is Luigi. And Wesley's going as Link, I'm lending him my old costume, which is pretty big so it should fit him.

My mom made us awesome hats, It took less than 10 minutes. And my Okita mask came JUST IN TIME for Pajama Day. I'm glad to finally get my AFW5 costume started, too. My t-shirts haven't came yet, which really annoys me though. xD

Last weekend I got to hang out with Charles and Megan most of the weekend, Kelsey came over Saturday, and that's pretty much it.

Not much to really talk about, I just thought I'd post something.